days off, good things.

woke up cantankerous and mean. had coffee. cried. prayed. did the right thing. felt better.

imagine that.

got to swim and also jacuzzi with the grom this evening. and now im going to make crab legs and grilled veggies and salad and love up my family and get ready to work tomorrow w/o feeling resentful. cuz work means money and work also means days off like this.

the friggin housekeeper didnt come today which means i'll have to do it. the horror! one week and already im spoiled? geez.

in other news, i have a new muscle in my thigh that really kinda scared me at first. its pretty pronounced and can probably be atributed to all the up and down hill action ive been getting lately...but at first i thought. oh god. my conjoined twin's finally emerging!

i think i will name him herbert.

with herbert's arrival, i have found myself even MORE inspired to walk/swim/not ingest all and every nearby grease imbalmed/alcoholic/gravy soaked/etc objects and to rather fuel myself with goodness and light.

like a mutha truckin' angel, here. pluck pluck.

ok. im off to be grateful some more.

oh yah, and we're hot on the landcunt's trail and i think she's scared.

becky*